Something essential to moving forward is to trust yourself. It doesn’t mean surrendering to every impulse. Some are misguided. But it means that no matter what happens, you will handle it. No matter what life brings you, you’ll find a way.
Maybe you will ask for help, or do research, or start doing karate, or begin a whole new path or just learn to be content…you don’t need to know now. You just have to trust.
You’ll handle it. You can do it. Maybe you will fail this particular thing right now, but overall, you will be all right. It’s fine.
You can trust yourself. Make that step number one. From this place you can navigate much better.