Sofia Wren’s Journal: Big Heart New Moon

by SofiaWren May 29, 2014

Another moon cycle has gone by and I find myself exhausted but grateful. Still reaching towards THE DREAM.

I am grateful to be making this journey at all. That I have realized how fruitless it is to put things off. I’m only 25, I could have put my dreams off until I was thirty or fourty or later. But instead I chose now.

I am grateful although I don’t know the end picture, that I have deadlines and a whole big list of to dos. All of these things are steps in the right direction.

This week I had a realization. Someone asked me when in my life did I have real complete support.

I sat quietly for a while running names. And I shrugged, before saying, “I don’t think I understand the question. I don’t even know what support is.”

I am grateful to have worked out an understanding of limitations surrounding support.

I am grateful that I do have support from friends, a love, family, cats, professional help. I have support from the Universe, my intuition, my spirit guides, my totems, the crew of black birds, crows and eagles following me all over right now, marking my thoughts with ahas. Seriously.

I am grateful that even when things don’t turn out how I envision them, I still have taken steps forward on my path.

I’m grateful that it’s the weekend. I am grateful I am self employed so if I need to rest I can rest.

I am grateful that my site is read at all. I used to have blogs that crawled in hits. I am always surprised to check the counter and see it hundreds higher.

I am grateful.

Thank you.