It takes courage to write. It takes courage to express a deeper dream.
It’s more comfortable to be confused than focused. It’s more comfortable to be lazy than driven.
Or if you are driven, it’s more comfortable to overwhelm yourself with everything you “need” to get done than to objectively evaluate and pare down with confidence.
It’s more comfortable to go it alone than to make a real commitment by investing in support.
Because maybe it would really freak you out to be successful. That might change your life, relationships and everything you know.
But the dream doesn’t go away.
I would know.
Since I rediscovered my creativity in 2009 I feel like I unraveled every kind of block there is.
And there are still more, there will always be more.
Something is unfurling for me though….a clarity, a determination, a vision. And it’s 2013.
This last year, I have to say, I completely accelerated the progress.
I’m on the precipice of crossing over into everything I have always wanted with an amazing array of skills, knowledge and integration never before achieved.
It’s more than just getting ready to publish: my book is going to be a footstop to establish my brand and lead into my coaching business for a sustainable income and career as an artist.
And I’m going to tell you how I got here when a year ago I was an office manager with a massage certification and no clients, going through the motions of my life.
As an intuitive it amazes me how difficult it is to read for myself.
What I mean is, I can objectively sense information about people I have never met before who are timezones away.
I can sense energy patterns, habits that cause imbalance, greatest talents and the things getting in there way. I can jot everything down and make a private video about it within a half hour.
But it can take me months to see my own flaws.
I can ask my angels and guides for information but my ego and my limitations can still get in the way of the honest truth and clarity I can offer other people.
I don’t think I’m that different than other people in this: We all live in a glass box that we can’t even see.
The ways in which we stand in our own way are insidious.
To birth a creation, a business, a new way of life requires not just new skills and knowledge and expertise, but new pathways in your brain.
I believe that inside of us we all carry everything we need to make our dreams happen.
Problem is most of us were never raised this way.
Problem is most of us were raised with a lot of rules and limitations that we sucked up from our parents, peers and society.
If you want to start playing big, if you want to not only be published but to be recognized as an author, to come out of hiding, to embrace the freedom of creating your own life rather than taking what is dealt to you—-then you need help.
2009 was four years ago, for three years I swam it out on my own.
I wrote three pages a day, edited in chunks every day.
By the end of those three years I didn’t feel like I was closer to a clear vision of what I was going to do with any of those pages.
I felt like I had the same sort of job that I had IN college. Office administration. A little bit of everything.
I worked for other people who had started their own business and I did all the unfun part of it that actually kept things going.
And one day I picked up the phone, feeling unpaid and overloaded and trapped, and two calls in a row people said my name back to me incorrectly.
I gave my best customer service. The second time I put the phone down with a slam.
How could they not know my name, when I run this place??
By November I started hiring coaches.
Better than any information products or online courses is a real person.
A real person reflecting who I wanted to be not who I had been.
Friends and family are great support, but they don’t see you in the future.
And because that’s awesome, I pretty much didn’t want to disappoint my coaches, so I stepped up to do the specific goal and time oriented tasks on route to the goal I picked for myself.
About two months ago I had a program I built to bring blocked writers into inspiration, focus and flow in 13 weeks.
Somehow I got off track…let’s just say something fell through and I didn’t even realize I dropped the whole thing to start over.
Two months I feel like I wasted some big opportunities to spread my message.
I have a whole lot of spiritual tools up my sleeve and I used them. In hindsight the messages were there but because ti was my life, I couldn’t see.
I needed coaches to give me feedback, to see my gifts, to help me shape things, and to overcome the last leap to bring it into the world.
I could still be reinventing the wheel rather than committing to helping a population of creative writers that I really love.
It’s more comfortable to have multiple projects than to commit to one for worse….or even for better.
Surprisingly fear of success is just as big a pitfall as fear of failure.
It’s more comfortable to hide, to be small….today…but one day it won’t be.
One day every dream swimming around in you right now is going to strike your status quo like a thunder bolt.
What if you invested in support before you got so sick of your dayjob that you have to quit?
What if you had help to plan your novel before you wrote it messy style and made it take three times as long to edit?
What if you got support on your block so you could get back to writing and produce amazing content sooner rather than later?
At every step of the creative process from generating ideas, to organizing them, to putting them out into the world, to creating a profession that will use all of your creative gifts, it would be a whole hell of a lot easier if you had someone to help you.
Are you ready to make the commitment now? Or shall you wait it out until the explosion?
When you are ready, you will be ready.
Sometimes breakthrough comes after breakdown.
But I want your life to be as amazing as you dream, and as easy as possible.
If you are ready for my help, I’m here to hold your hand, to offer perspective, new techniques, and a sacred space for you to bloom.
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Inspiration. Clarity. Freedom.
You ready?
