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Sofia Wren’s Journal: Full Fire Full Moon

This month I have made huge strides towards my dream. I have decided to have faith, to take leaps and follow my heart as fully as possible, more fully than perhaps I have my entire life.

At times I have so much energy and so much passion for developing my business, my writing, my singing, my magic, that I am up late at night thinking, planning, seeking. I wake up each morning to begin and work nights and weekends to continue.

This is living on purpose. I have decided that a purpose isn’t one thing you obtain, or choose or discover, its a lifeline of inspiration and drive that you tap into.

I am tapped in.

Two runes were flipped for me on my altar. I paid notice and looked them up.

 (All quotes from A Practical Guide to the Runes by Lisa Peschel ; Image Source)

Raido–the chariot, movement, travel

“If you are on your soul’s path, keep going.”

This bodes well for this passionate work I am on, and also the trip to Italy I plan later this month.

Daeg–increase, growth, prosperity

This bodes well for an increase in income I am working towards, and confirmation of my feelings from New Name New Moon

“Sometimes, drawing this rune will mark a mark change in your life, perhaps something so radical that you will never live your life in the same way again. Usually this deal with making a new start on some level.”

My memoir is nearing completion, somehow this work started last year and has come to develop faster than the mermaid novel I have been working on for two years. I will finish it first and publish it. To do this I must have courage.

It will reveal a whole different side to me, and that is terrifying. Perhaps after this I can never again hide who I truly am, but perhaps I cannot survive without publishing it, because I believe that what I have to say is so unique that it has potential to save the world, to heal the feminine, to expand the masculine, to erase shame and redefine the paradigm of strength.

 My whole life I only wanted to be a good girl deserving of love. I never asked to be an artist, I never asked to be sexual, I never asked to be different. But those are the cards I was dealt. 

Those are the things I have been given to express and to accept and to love. Others may not love them, others may shame them, but I am as I was created and that must be natural and beautiful. 

I hope Oprah will understand.

When a storm builds in momentum it cannot be stopped, it can only be released.

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Michele Fogal, author of the Wildseed Series, speaks on her Passion as part of the February Guest Post Series. She believes, as I do, that OUR PASSIONS CHOOSE US. 

Thanks Wren for the invite to share my thoughts on this awesome topic! It’s an idea that is very close to my heart these days.

I started writing seriously in high school. There was an outreach program called New Shoots from a local university (University of British Columbia) where their grad students were sent out to high schools to facilitate extra-curricular Writing Groups for the high school students. I loved it and it resulted in me getting a poem published and getting my work into the year book which were thrilling events for me, as well as overwhelming to the point of nausea.

I knew I wanted to go into Creative Writing and so ended up quite naturally in UBC’s Creative Writing Dept. But then something happened. As my degree in Creative Writing unfolded, I started asking questions about job prospects and journalism and writing for magazines, and publicity and all the real world concerns almost sunk me. I finished my degree mostly because my grandmother told me to (thanks Granny) and came out of it determined to get a “real job” and be a strong independent woman and not a starving artist.

Several jobs and incarnations of myself later, I woke up and realized that I had barely written in a decade. It pulled at me and weighted me down. It was like a tender aching wound in my heart, knowing that I needed to write, that I SHOULD be writing and I wasn’t. Just the thought of all the writing I hadn’t done drained a little more blood out of me. Oh I’d tried to sit down and do my “hobby,” but even those moments that I’d carved out of my life (to pour into this thing that was supposed to make me happy) were fraught with unhappiness. 

All this time away from writing had left me with a huge build-up of ANTs – Automatic Negative Thoughts. It took me years to navigate these doubts and fears, to fight my way back to the page, but all along that journey, I had this sense that I was being called. Something was pulling me, pushing me, urging me to write. And I wanted desperately to answer that call.Now that I have several novels under my belt and a clear map of my own brain and how to battle it, things are better. Writing is a steep rocky path, but I now know that I AM a Writer and always will be, no matter how many more words I put down on how many more pages and no matter what anyone else thinks of those words.


As I now say to my creative writing students, imagine JK Rowling back before her publishing deal, back before she even started writing stories down. She had Harry Potter and giant spiders and flying cars crawling and whizzing through her mind long before anyone called her a writer. In fact, she was a single mom on welfare, feeling like a failure in all respects, and yet truly, even then, she was a writer.
 Thankfully she scraped up the gumph and pulled up her shorts and got busy at the work she was meant to do. We are all the better for it. But even if she hadn’t gotten her work published, even if no other person saw her stories, to me, the telling is still important. Answering the call and changing one life is still a huge achievement, even if that life is simply your own.
 
 
 
Author bio:
Michele Fogal is an SF author with a soft spot for quirky characters and romantic plotlines. She lives in Vancouver, Canada with her partner and kids. You can find more of her thoughts and work here: 
 
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Whee!! Now it’s time for me to reveal what you’ve been taught to expect.

Forget the fruit where’s the juice?


What’s the dark secret under the mystery of this magic and witchcraft talk?


Here’s the deal with 

1. The devil 
2. hurting or manipulating people 
3. embracing darkness


Have a good day guys,
An it Harm None Do as Thou Wilt
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xx Sofia Wren

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Wren’s Vlogs: Patti Smith and Cannabis Policy

So it has been a fascinating week for me. Two major events have occurred– I saw Patti Smith and I saw MDs marijuana laws begin to change.

The first is that last week I was able to attend the Katherine Hepburn Award Ceremony for artist, author and rock poet Patti Smith. It was an incredible gala and I knew everyone around me had to be pretty rad.

I got to catch up with professor Nathan Wright, who is an official Patti Smith blogger. He and several other professors are commenting as their book club reads through Just Kids. I loved it myself. See my review or check out their very intellectual comments.

As for Patti’s acceptance speech, I went ahead and recorded my memories when they were fresh. I was exhausted from the car ride home, can you tell? I got choked up from the emotional tenor of Patti’s words but her message was so powerful I wanted to share with any other fans in the universe. <3

The second major thing that happened this week was that I went to a meeting with Maryland governmental officials. I got my high heels and suit on to support someone very important to me. He gave testimony about his own arrest to a MD State Senate Committee. Later found innocent, he had been charged with possession of marijuana (aka cannabis).  He spoke in favor of a law change that instead of putting those caught carrying a bit of cannabis in jail, officers would write tickets with a $100 fine.

Watch his testimony or read a summary below

David had been illegally searched while in someone else’s car. When the police found a bag of cannabis under his seat they booked both in jail. He did eventually get off the hook but had to blast all his savings to pay for the lawyers fees before found innocent.

At the end of his testimony he expressed the anger mixed with relief that he felt—why was any of this necessary? Who would his arrest benefit? Does anyone really feel safer with nonviolent marijuana users behind bars? How would he pay for college?

I was very surprised while listening to the other testimonies and the boards questions. They asked for clarification and as the Senators discussed the issue, I sensed a growing understanding and agreement that as it stands now, the process is all wrong. A waste of resources, and a burden for citizens.

I feel really positively about the changes in the landscape around this issue. Back in college I wrote my senior thesis on whether there is a right to use drugs, i.e. a right to choose what we put into our bodies. I explored the rights to privacy and equal protection in hope of finding grounds to assist suppressed minority Americans. Unfortunately, I found that the court history makes the judiciary an unlikely avenue for these changes.

Imagine how surprised I was to be attending a Maryland Senate Judiciary proceedings committee pressing for change. I remembered my old project.  I had concluded with a recommendation that change should be pressed in the legislative and democratic avenues rather than court case decisions. If the committee passes this bill it will be argued in the Senate and lower house of Maryland—or go to referendum.

Called it.  My next prediction–Maryland will either completely legalize through referendum or change possession to a citation by 2014.

Tying both events together I have learned– it is possible for one person, even a young person, to take one’s horrible experiences and heal the world. It is possible to achieve your dreams. 

What do you think?

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Guest Post: Darlene Jones, author of Embraced

 
A saucy Guest Post from Darlene Jones is next up on our Passion Guest Post Series.  I love Darlene’s desire to change the world through her art. Please welcome Darlene.
 
The first thought that often pops into our minds when we hear the word “passion” relates to love and sex. We don’t always link the forces that drive us to do the things we do as passion. And yet, it seems to me that passion is the central core of our thoughts and actions.
 
I also believe that our writing reflects our passions and they are revealed when we see them on paper. This came as a bit of a shock to me when I looked back at what I had written. My first book grew from, of all things, insomnia. When I couldn’t sleep, I told myself stories. They certainly didn’t help to solve the problem and there came a time when I felt compelled to write the story down (another passion in disguise?)
My intent was to write an entertaining novel of magic and romance. I didn’t know it would grow to four books before the “happily ever after” ending. Nor did I know that my books would touch on a number of serious world issues.

 

Going back to book one and rereading them is an exercise in discovery. I see that teaching and teens play significant roles in each. I was an educator and most of my career was spent working with grades seven to nine, so I guess that’s not so surprising. 

I criticize anyone who denigrates teaching. Teachers get the whole world started. And I refuse to accept the answer, “I’m just a teacher to the question, “what do you do?” I believe all children should have a solid education base and I wish I could wave a magic wand to make it so. Yes, I’m passionate about education.
 
In also rant about war, the media, rich versus poor …. If I were to make a list, it would be a long one. I’ve found that my passions are linked to human welfare and many of them are much too grand for any one individual to solve, but we can impact the whole if we make our own little corner of the world a better place.
 
I recent survey asked people to rank the things they looked for in their fiction reading. I was surprised to see that “learning something” was number one. On reflection, I realize that the books I love best are ones that teach me something. In Domingos Angel I learned about conditions in Spain during Franco’s rule. In The Nine Lives of Charlotte Taylor I learned more about Canadian history. In The Winter Pony (an amazing story told from the horses’ point of view) I learned about the trek to the South Pole. The list could go on and on, but what is most interesting is that the books I learned something from are the ones most vivid in my mind.
None of this is to say that my books are preachy, but I do try to get readers thinking while they are being entertained. Perhaps that’s yet another passion.
My latest release is EMBRACED

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Darlene’s Bio
 
A long time ago, I lived in Mali. Every single day, I wished I could wave a magic wand to relieve the heart-wrenching poverty. The story line of my books reflects my desire to wave that wand and make the world a better place. If only wishes could come true. And of course, every novel needs its love story, so along with the sci-fi magic, I’ve added the requisite romance.
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Wren’s Journal: New Name New Moon

Hey there, it’s magic Sofia Wren
I have decided to change my name. Again. One. Last. Time. Because I am coming out of the darkness.First I clear a space for the magic to rest. And then I awake in it.

My name is Sofia and I’m also a Wren, a magical creature. I have decided to fly free and reach for the moon.

I turned over my future and it was a Hanged Man Reversed.

This card filled me with fear. But a reversed hanged man is free.

He speaks off shedding sacrifice and material good to free the spirit.


“I am willing to suspend my personal comforts for the richness of the spirit.” Greer, Tarot for the Self.

According to the numerology in Greer’s book, the year 2013 is the year of my Death. It happens this one year in my life, and never again.

This year I transform, and my spirit fly. It is terrifying, but the changes feel right.

Ripples are spreading over the art that I am creating.

I am art, my business is art, my writing is art, magic is art. Art is magic.

“I recognize my potential and my ability to manifest my desires.”

Just Breath.

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The Magic Circle by Waterhouse

 

Cauldron Magic!

I am absolutely nuts about cauldrons. Since I discovered how effective it is to use cauldrons in my meditations, I return to this visualization almost every day. I feel clear and ready for anything after this. 

The ramifications for me were so drastic, it has led me to share the magic to everyone on my blog. Magic works! You just have to figure out how you tick so you can communicate with your oh-so-magical inner self with the right images.

Most ancient traditions include a veneration of the elements. Usually there are four or five, and in the West we usually go with Spirit, Earth, Air, Fire and Water. If you align more with a Chinese tradition, great news—Wood, Metal, Water, Fire and Earth–are also all involved in this meditation.

Why do you need them all? Truth is, certain elements will align with some people more than others. 

If you’ve been spending years trying to imagine yourself as a tree rooting in the earth, and you aren’t Earthy at all, you may be going crazy. Many books on Wicca, Paganism, and even broader New Age self help mention the basic energy techniques of grounding, centering, and shielding. For some reason, most of these instructions have an Earth or an Air bent. A bubble around you is an example of an Air shield.

Guess what? Those never ever worked for me. For years I tried the same visualizations in multiple places wondering why I didn’t feel a difference in my life. In fact a lot of the time, they just made me more stressed. That was definitely the opposite of what I was going for with all this stuff.

Until one day, I read about the Welsh goddess Cerridwen, and tried visualizing a cauldron. Later I found I have a Fire and Water bend to my style, so it makes sense that cauldrons vibe with me.

By using this visualization often, I now can get some space in super-stressful situations within a minute. I also get more out of the visualizations that never worked before because I can sink into the feeling of the elemental flows that I align with better.

 I think everyone should give the Cauldron Meditation a try and see what parts of the meditation relax and resonate the most. 

Please let me know if you are confused by my rambles! What is your element? Do you have more than one favorite?

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PASSION– February Author Guest Post Series

Our monthly celebration of writing, reading and PASSION, this month’s topic.

The Schedule

February 12th
February 26th

 

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Nina D’Angelo visits today to talk about the Passion behind her debut novel Nowhere to Run. The book blurb sounds amazing and I am so happy to welcome Nina today.
 
 I’m a Maryland native so I am still recovering from the Superbowl so it’s a slow start today–welcome Nina! She is first in this month’s Passion themed guest post series.

 

 
 
The Book Blurb: 
 

A dominatrix is murdered; her body displayed in a show of dominance. An actress is found dead beneath the Hollywood sign. There’s a murderer roaming the streets of Los Angeles and he’s having far too much fun to stop.

Stephanie Carovella is a woman of fire and ice. She left her career, her friends and her home town of LA but she couldn’t outrun the demons of her past. When she is lured back by the death of her best friend she enters a world where no one’s safe.

Can Stephanie find her friend’s killer or will she discover that she has nowhere to run?

See Below for an excerpt of Nowhere to Run

The Guest Post

I always find it interesting to read how authors fell into writing. For some, they had time off after they lost their job, had a baby – or had an experience in their life, in which they suddenly had time to write and they had a story to tell.

For others – like myself, it wasn’t a case of falling into writing, it was more one of I was born to be a writer. For as long as I can remember, I have loved writing. I wrote my first novel when I was 15. It’s tucked in a drawer somewhere, and it will stay there. I wrote my second at 26. I’m planning on reviving that and turning it into a kickass story. 

I’ve always written. It’s something I’m extremely passionate about. For me, I have to sit down and write something every day simply because this is how I express myself – from the way I feel about people, and places to things that have happened in my life – I write it all down. I totally suck at speaking about my own emotions, but I can nail them on paper. Go figure.

When I started writing Nowhere to Run, it consumed me completely. I was extremely passionate about everything – from the research to my ideas and where I wanted to go with the novel. It took up a lot of my thoughts – and now that it’s finished, it still does. These feelings spilled onto paper. I made my main character, Stephanie Carovella, a very fiery, passionate person who is headstrong, reckless and sometimes seems a little selfish. The reality is, when she does something it’s for a reason. She’s determined to seek justice for her best friend, who was murdered, and equally determined to protect everyone else in her life. 

Nowhere to Run also has a lot tumultuous relationships. All the characters are fiery and there are several romances happening between the pages. These romances will heat up in the second novel in the Stephanie Carovella series, Nowhere to Hide. You will see Stephanie Carovella torn between two men – one who loves her passionately and would do anything for her and another, who she fights against loving because he reminds her of the man she lost. 

I started writing Nowhere to Hide, as soon as I finished writing Nowhere to Run. I simply had to.  One of the aspects of being a writer (or at least in my case) is that once you get an idea in your head, it will eat at you and continue to do so until you write it down. This happened with Nowhere to Hide. I started thinking about it, even before I’d finished Nowhere to Run.  I knew as soon as the idea popped into my head, it had to be book two of the Stephanie Carovella series.

So far, I’ve actually got about 15 books for this series planned. They’re all ideas that came to me as I was writing Nowhere to Run. Some, I may discard and some I may mix up a little. Book two, I want to release by August 2013, and book three by December 2013.

A lot of non-writer people tell me this is not possible, but when you really want something, you can make it happen. It’s all about passion. You need passion to stay focused on your writing. You need it to stay dedicated and to have the determination to make these goals a reality.

I have that passion. I don’t write because I want to make millions. Of course, I want to make money from my books. Every author does, but what I am really passionate about is sharing my story with people. Introducing people to these amazing heroes and heroines – all who would do anything and everything to protect the people they love. I want to draw people into my world.

I want people to feel the same passion about my characters as I do. I want them to love my stories and feel inclined to read more.

The reality with writing is this, if you don’t feel passionately about your work then neither will your readers. If you’re not enthusiastic about what you write, then it will seep through and your writing will end up lifeless.

As a writer, you live, breathe and eat your work. You have no choice in the matter, simply because once you get started, it’s almost impossible to stop until you’re completely finished.

As a writer passion is everything. Without it, we wouldn’t be the authors we are. Nor would the books be as good.

Passion rules us.

But you know what? I’m okay with that.

About Nina D’Angelo:

Nina D’Angelo is a freelance writer and photographer. After graduating from Deakin University in 2005, with a Bachelors Degree in Journalism and Public Relations, Nina briefly worked in P.R. Not satisfied with her profession, she returned to freelance writing. Since graduation from University, she has written her own TV series, produced a music show for three seasons, worked for several music magazines and her photography was published in Aqua Pulse.

In 2012, she decided to take the plunge into the fiction world and started writing her debut novel, Nowhere to Run. Nowhere to Run is the first novel in the Stephanie Carovella series. Its release date is February 14th 2013. 

Nina has already started working on her second novel – and the second in the Stephanie Carovella series. Nowhere to Hide is slated for an August release. Nina also plans on releasing her third novel in December 2013, which will be part of the Live and Let Die series.

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Prologue Except from Nowhere to Run

Angeline closed her eyes, her breathing shaky. With tears sliding down her cheeks, she slowly counted to ten. She clutched the kitchen knife in her hands, the handle slippery with her own blood.

This time he’d kill her. Of this, she didn’t doubt, but she also knew she wasn’t going to go down without a fight. She’d fight him to the very end.

She swallowed convulsively. How could he have found her? After all this time, how could he have possibly known where she was? She’d been so careful in covering her tracks – in erasing any trace of her past.

Her eyes flew open, hearing his heavy footsteps. Slow and steady, they moved along the polished, wooden floorboards. She crouched further down in her wardrobe, a silent prayer tumbling from her lips. She prayed for all her past sins, praying for anything to get her out of this nightmare.

Squeezing her eyes shut, she shakily wiped away the tears wetting her cheeks. Never again would she see her friends. Never again would she hold them close and let them know how much they meant to her. How much she loved them. They were the closest she had to a real family, but now she would never get the chance to say her goodbyes.

She gasped, panic rippling through her. Stuffing a fist into her mouth, she bit down hard, a sob escaping from her. Stephanie! She had to warn Stephanie. She had to warn her to stay away; to stay where she was safe. If he had found her then it would only be a matter of time before he found Stephanie too.

Hearing his footsteps moving towards her, she froze, her heart pounding rapidly. She could almost taste her own fear. This was the end for her. She was going to die. She knew she wasn’t going to be able to fight him off. He was strong – so much stronger than her.

Straightening her back, she took a deep breath. No more was she going to let fear rule her. Even while there was a part of her terrified of dying, another part of her was completely at peace with it.

Once it was done, he wouldn’t be able to scare her anymore. No more would she put up with the terror of never knowing when he would strike. He wouldn’t be able to hurt her anymore. She knew this. She’d finally be free; free from the hell he’d put her through. And, the truth was, she was tired. She was so tired of looking over her shoulder all the time.

She exhaled, hearing his footsteps stop. They started again, as he entered her bedroom. She watched him from the cracks of her bedroom closet, holding her breath in, fearing he could hear every sound she made – fearing he could hear every breath she took.

“Sweet Angeline, you’re being very naughty. Come out wherever you are. You can’t hide from me forever, my darling Angel,” he sang, spinning around the room. Her grip on the knife tightened. She waited, her heart racing, watching the closet door handle slowly turn. As soon as the door opened she pounced, a raw scream ripping from deep within her throat.  Adrenaline surged through her as she tackled him to the ground.

She clawed at him, fury driving her. She raised the knife above her head, bringing it down in a vicious thrust. He parried the thrust, catching her arm before she could make contact with his body. His other hand shaped into a fist, slamming into her jaw. He smiled coldly, watching her slump unconscious to the ground.

“I’m sorry my sweet Angeline. I didn’t really want to do that, but you left me with no choice.” he whispered, tenderly stroking her blonde hair.

“You wondered why I wanted you, my Angel. You’ve got spirit. You’re a fighter. I like that in my woman.”

He lovingly ran his hands over her body. “You’re the key. You’re what will bring her back to me. It’s why I chose you,” he whispered, gently caressing his lips against her cheek.

Straightening up, his expression turned cold. He slid the knife blade across her cheek, drawing blood.

He spoke to the silent room. “Now, it’s time to get this party started.”

 


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Wren’s Magic Vlog: B is for Blackberry on Youtube

I’ve always been a fan of finding wild blackberries in the woods and eating all the ripe ones I can. It makes me feel very fae, like a uncontainable force of nature.

There is a lot to blackberries magically. In my video I share two poems, one from the Druid Plant Oracle (so amazing for anyone interested in herbs) and one from Cunningham’s Encyclopedia of Magical Herbs.

Blackberries ripen in cycles. Perhaps this abundant stockpile of ripe and almost ripe berries is why they are used for money magic. I suspect this cyclical growth is also why blackberries are feminine.

Not to mention the bear mama vibe the plant gives off with its scary thorns. To grab a berry you need to be very careful!

The power of these thorns must also be involved in the protection aspect that blackberries have, visitors beware.

Blackberries are very difficult to contain. As am I. In my video I mention a name you may only be familiar with if we’ve engaged in email correspondence. Sofia Wren is a name I intend to use in the next year to describe the creatrix behind the magic. I have two first names, as my Muse refuses to be boxed with one. I have decided to accept her terms. Sofia is my healing side, and Wren is the wild bear.

Guess who blackberries are sacred to?Another entity with many faces is the Goddess Brigit. I share an invocation to Brigid that could be swapped around for this weeks celebration of Imbolc. Its the pagan version of Groundhog’s day.

Blackberries are tenacious and rooted in case you needed some first chakra healing. The plants actually are used by herbalists—make a tincture with the roots and you can skip a portion of your medicine cabinet. Curious? Check out the video

Have you seen A is for Apple Magic?

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